I don't know wat i am thinking.

Today.....not,is not today....is yesterday.....no...isn't yesterday....is.....hmm... i don't know which the day i know he. He is the one i know from FB. He said, he try to know me because i have wrote a funny description in my FB which have a cute and pretty picture but is written using fat and ugly to decribe myself.And the important is i am fat and ugly. haha..However,we have a cat and dog chat through msn, funny chatting all the time. I still remember the first time i tried to call he tru the msn , from the first impression he shocked by my voice. He can't believe that my voice is not match with my face.But he still don't want to admit that, he said is special... haha anyway... just take it as special, i can accept! We start talking almost every evening after my class (uk time) but in malaysia is midnight and almost in the early morning. He doesn't have a good sleep, i had ask he to sleep but he doesn't want. I don't know wheather is becos me or just he got the insomnia. He told me even he is sleeping he also thinking wheather i have leave a msg in his msn. Are he really like me or just try to flower mouth? Yeah... i admit i got some feeling on he, but i can't fall in someone i don't know right?cos i easily falling in love to someone on net when i am boring or lonely. i don't know... i miss he too...i got the same feeling with he too, i miss he when i am sleeping, but i can't tell him right?And will he treat me same as now if he know my real look and i am lying he? i dont want he keep thinking we have the chance to be together, cos i dunnot know.Maybe this is the thing i believe "fate"， we have fate but no have the chance?